Try Before You Buy Is My PolicyI believe that guys are like shoes.
They can make you look and feel amazing, or they can leave you feeling hurt crippled and ugly.
I have always been fascinated by sex. I guess it's because I'm drawn to the forbidden and it was always a hush hush subject.
I remember being allowed to watch people getting blown up and swearing at one another but the minute they started kissing and fondling it was quick change the channel or whatever which made me even more fascinated. I'm glad that most people in society today are a lot more relaxed, hence the ratings system having a massive overhaul on movies and tv shows, books and songs.
I am secretly glad that I didn't wait for marriage, as I don't think I ever want to be married. I lose interest very quickly and I think I have relationship ADHD or whatever, as I need constant stimulation (; in order to keep interested. I definitely don't think it's possible to remain monogamous, not that I'm saying I support cheating, absolutely not, but I just think that the saying familiarity breeds contempt definitely applies to relationships and I sometimes wonder if people are secretly bullshitting when they say their relationship is still incredible blah blah blah when you just know in reality they probably sleep in separate rooms or whatever. I guess the whole point and the reason I chose to write this is that I didn't want to be stuck with a lame lover and I ask myself why would women in this day and age subject themselves to this outdated sexist tradition (that's another big factor for me, the extreme one sidedness of it all, the way that if a woman is not a virgin bride then she is a *****, yet the groom is allowed to have one last **** with the ******** on his bucks night) I just don't understand and I'm not ashamed that I lost it before getting married as I don't live in the Middle East, I don't think I'll ever get married and I just love sex too much to get married, besides judging by the dissatisfaction it's not all its cracked up to be anyway :/