I lost my physical virginity on June 6th of last year. I thought I loved the kid and when it was done, I didn't feel like anything. I lost my mental virginity December 26th, if that makes any sense ? Best friend for two years and it was kinda ******* crazy. I know what love is. It may sound dumb because I'm fifteen, but I don't really care what anyone has to say right now. My parents know about all this **** and they're all mad, but I don't regret anything. Is that bad ? I feel like some awful kid, but I don't know. I'm happy. Well, I'm not happy that my parents are so mad that I might not ever get to see my friend again, but I'm happy it happened and I wouldn't change it.. Ever. I just.. I don't know what I should think.