Technically I Was 13..
I'm not a ****, and I'm not an idiot. Me and my boyfriend have been dating for 9 months, I technically he "popped my cherry" when I was 13 when he was fingering me.. Ew, it sounds so awkward.. We actually had sex the day after my 14th birthday. I consider that the day I actually lost my virginity even though.. ya know.. So we lost our virginity to each other, and I'm happy about it.. Do you think I was wrong to have sex with him? We're still together, and I really do want to be with him forever. Months before we even touched each other like that he said he wanted to be with me forever.. I'm just trying to give some backround on our relationship so you can see why I thought it was fine.. I don't regret it, but I knew we'd be together for a long time, so I don't know why I didn't wait. I sort of wish our first time was either on our 1 year anniversary or once we we're married.. Which brings me back to: am I a bad person? I'm a Christian and I know you're not supposed to have sex until you're married, but I planned/plan on marrying him.. He didn't REALLY pressure me, just a little "I really want to have sex with you", I wanted to, but I hate messing up or doing anything wrong, and I was sort of scared it would hurt (it did the first THREE times, that was some serious pain). We used condoms every time, and I haven't missed any periods, so I'm not worried about anything.. Anyone else have sex that early? I feel kinda embarrassed and lonely..