I Never Really Planned to

I basically had sex just to get it over with.  I told one guy that I dated for a while that I wished I had waited for him, but I didn't.  He just wanted me to say that all the time, so I did.  I'm a big fan of sex now, but it kinda sucked back then. 

SmotherMe SmotherMe
26-30, F
2 Responses Dec 31, 2008

Seems like yesterday, he said he was going to marry me, but I would not have sex. When he left for medical school he dumped me. I slept with his best friend 2 weeks later, also a medical student, but local. I've never been sorry.

I lost it to the wrong guy too. Totally not worth it. I should have waited for someone I truly trusted. I didn't even tell him I was a Virgin.