Weakness Causes Tragedy

The madness started about 10 years ago when I began an Internet relationship with someone while I was living with my girlfriend. As a 23 year old guy it was a recipe for disaster and one thing led to another. Subsequently I broke up with my girlfriend then I moved out on my own where I found I was increasingly spending time at the "cyber chick's" house. Being short of funds at the time we both agreed I might as well move into her house seeing as  that's where all the ecstasy parties and dope growing was at. Sure enough she got pregnant and I whilst I protested vigorously she was adamant she was would have the baby. Coming from a severely broken home myself I sensed the danger but listening to her soothing reassurance convinced me to give fatherhood a crack rather than just walk out and pay child support. That was nearly 7 years ago and it has been an absolute nightmare. I am now at the point where I'm walking out on two daughters simply because I can't handle being dictated to by a loud and dominating woman. Not only that I'll be paying double the child support and my relationship with my eldest (which I absolutely adore) will subside. I allowed myself to be controlled for too long and I paid the price, don't let it happen to you!

Alcopop Alcopop
31-35, M
Feb 15, 2010