Hate me for going on here and saying these things. I don't care. This is supposed to be where no one judges you and I'm not judging any of you at all. But stop this. Don't do drugs. You think of now instead of later on in life, you dont focus on consequences. They always will catch up, maybe in the end or possibly even before then. I maybe can't make you stop with these few words but it can persuade you even in the tiniest of ways. Literature does that. Drugs transform your mind, they make up a decoy and throw you away. When you do drugs every thing seems heightened in a way I'm guessing, yet it makes you wither. And sometimes that brings others down with you. In 2007, my dad had passed away in the hospital during surgery. He was stabbed that night, multiple times in the chest by a person who was doing drugs. That person was my brother. We had moved to California when he was about 16 or 17 and he was bullied. To get friends, they had him do things such as drink alcohol and do drugs and some where, some how it got out of hand and he thought drugs were the only things that told the truth in life. In reality it warped his mind, destroyed him on the inside and it exploded to the outside unto my dad. The drugs made him think my parents were the enemy so he attacked them one night with a knife in front of a 7 year old girl, it was me. I won't ever forget that night. But the people from that night grow weary and their actions and reasons seem so pointless sometimes. Please stop such ignorance you have towards my words, other people's words, if we didnt care and thought we didn't have a chance to change such bad habits we wouldn't waste the breathe. So Please. Stop. I'm not lying when I say drugs are one of the biggest lies in the world. Ignorance is bliss but with something so destructive, enough is enough.
numinxus numinxus
18-21, F
Aug 24, 2014