I Lost the Love of My Life to Suicide..

I don't believe that what he did was selfish. I believe that he honestly didn't know whatelse to do. I think he missed his sister and wanted to be with her again. I think Slade loved me with all that he was, but just couldn't stay in a world where all he felt was sadness and hurt. I don't blame him, I understand it. I miss him to the point of physical pain but I love him and know that he and Tami are looking down and perhaps are waiting for me to join them.

I'm not suicidal, just in case you're worried. I actually so terrified of dying that I don't believe I would ever be able to do it. I know that I will die alone but I don't want to see that day anytime soon. :(

Jadyn

Sylverwynd Sylverwynd
31-35, F
2 Responses Apr 10, 2008

I think it's great that you see it that way, that you don't take it personally.

beautiful, thanks for sharing, jenn