Dissapointment Abounds

Of course at some level I do care...everybody does...I care about the little, obvious, immediate things like finishing studies get a job, stuff like that... but in the big picture I loss all concern...

I think that it's stupid to care...the more you care the more you get beaten down...Eventually it's meaningless to worry or to care...we all share the same fate we're all gonna die someday, and what happens between now and that moment is not relevant to me anymore...

The planet is going to dissapear eventually, the sun is going to die like all stars do, the gallaxy will probably get sucked in the massive black hole in it's center, not before it colides with the Andromeda Galaxy...it's a bit too much thinking I know but it's true...we are meaningless and temporary in the big scheme of things

It's pointless to have expectations, cause for each expectation you get 10 dissapointments...dissapointment abounds...

In the ends the best you can do is follow the current normal line:   grow-study-get a job-if you're lucky to have someone, reproduce-drop dead...

It's what I'm doing at the moment...following the line, and If my life should end tomorrow...fine, and If I never find that someone...it's sucks big time, but fine...all I gotta do is work until I'm old or die whenever that is.....

There's really no more to it

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Feb 14, 2010