My Families Bad Genes

My family has a bad history of drinking. Some of it violent some of it remains with me to this day. I am against drinking but I come from a very alchol addicted family s I feel as time goes on my temptation will become stronger. I just want to be alright and I don't want to become on of those sorry cases who can't get their **** together. I just hope and I will fight. Alchol is the devils water just saying.
ACrusaderofHope ACrusaderofHope
18-21, M
2 Responses Jan 23, 2013

Hi I have never really drank either, partly because there is alcoholism in my family (or there was, anyway) and partly because I don't like the idea of being out of control. Well now I am on anxiety meds and there's no point in drinking; it just makes me fall asleep. But I think if you don't want to drink you will keep your decision

interesting, i am from a family that don't drink at all, and that's quite normal in my society, but then i went to study overseas and everyone drinks here, it feels like i have a problem.