No Please, I Do Not Want To.
I do not want to grow up, I am not ready for the real world at all. All this crap that happened with my family, I really hate it. My oldest brother is fighting with my mom and she told him to be more independent. They are fighting are now my oldest brother is doing stuff on his own, laundry, food, you name it. My mom is now getting mad at me for not doing chores around the house, I am doing them, I say I will do them later and I do but sh wants them done now. I did not do anything for her to scream at me, I am scared of life I realize that now. I was doing chores to keep my phone but now she is threatening now not to pay it. Forcing me to get a job, I know I am 17 but I am terrified of the real world, I like having no responsibilities, not having to do anything, if I could I would just stay young forever because I am kid inside who has been acting mature for years and I do not want to anymore at all. The thought of growing up makes cry, like right now. If I have to grow up I will probably kill myself because I am pathetic. I do not want to grow up, I can not handle the real world. I do not want a job or anything with adult life. To be honest I might be dead by the end of this year. I know this sounds selfish but I do not want to grow up at all.