I Do Not Ever Want to Grow Up
Lately, I've noticed that I'm really putting the breaks on growing up. To me, it's rather hilarious because I've been trying to be grown up since I was hardly out of diapers. My pappap used to tell people when they asked how old his granddaughter was that "she's 5 going on 35." But here I am trying to stop it from happening.
I have the ability to get a day-job with salary pay but I don't do it. I have chosen to work a part-time job at the local grocery store (I'm in the bakery). I've been engaged for almost 3 years now and thought it was him with the problem. Lately, I've realized that I think it's me. Not that I have commitment problems, I'm just terrified that if I get married, then I'll be a real adult. I stay up until 5am and get up at noon. Instead of cleaning my house, I'm here on the internet chatting with people and typing here!
