Putting On The Breaks

Lately, I've noticed that I'm really putting the breaks on growing up.  To me, it's rather hilarious because I've been trying to be grown up since I was hardly out of diapers.  My pappap used to tell people when they asked how old his granddaughter was that "she's 5 going on 35."  But here I am trying to stop it from happening.

I have the ability to get a day-job with salary pay but I don't do it.  I have chosen to work a part-time job at the local grocery store (I'm in the bakery).  I've been engaged for almost 3 years now and thought it was him with the problem.  Lately, I've realized that I think it's me.  Not that I have commitment problems, I'm just terrified that if I get married, then I'll be a real adult.  I stay up until 5am and get up at noon.  Instead of cleaning my house, I'm here on the internet chatting with people and typing here!

theophania theophania
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2007

None wants to grow up and make fun of the elderly