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Whats This Life For

      I started using at a young age just to be numb. Today as i look at myself i am the true meaning sucide. I have three beautiful girls that dont live wit me hell i walked out on my youngest at 9 mos. old and today she is 9 yrs. old. I dont have anything left for me to stay strong for.                                                                         

                                         Its  hard to decide whether to go left when thers nothing right, or should i go right when there is nothing left!!!   whats this life for ?
slosbaby slosbaby 31-35 3 Responses Nov 3, 2010

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Hi there! <br />
I´m sorry to hear about your sad story. <br />
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I can see that you have a struggle everyday to choose life or not! But committing suicide is not an option or to improve your life. <br />
Listening to us is easy, but being in your shoes is different! I don´t know, who your life is, but I know that you can always get help, if you need it! <br />
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And it´s alright to reach out and to ask help, I have done it a few times and it made me a better person from day 1. <br />
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All i´m saying is that you need to find balance in your life and finding yourself first! <br />
You can resolve that, by seeing someone, maybe a family member or just a good friend. <br />
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you could also go to a therapist and have a talk with him, how to arrange your life and how it would be easier for you. <br />
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You can´t be alone with this and I´m here for you, if you need a shoulder or just to talk to me! <br />
if you wish to contact me, please call me on: 718 - 502 - 6526. <br />
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Take care and don´t give up on your or your children, because they need their mother!<br />
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- Marin. <br />
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Ps. I´m looking forwarding to hear from you soon.

That is not the end of the world, you can get back up again and look at the positive thing in life to keep yourself going.

wow nice quote:<br />
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Its hard to decide whether to go left when there's nothing right, or should i go right when there is nothing left!!! whats this life for ?<br />
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Maybe you should find the balance between the two? How, well have it both ways there is nothing good or bad even so right or wrong about which path you taking. The point in to enjoy the journey and not thinking of what is the end of the journey.