Makes Me Feel Like Less Of A Man.

You're not weak to cry in front of others or alone. I understand you're wanting to do it alone. It does not make you less of a man. It is good for you to let it all out when you need to. A lot of frustration can be worked out with exercise, it's good for you mentally. Helps to clear your mind and calm you down. Prayer will help to fill the void. Also friends. I understand you wanting a relationship to fix everything. You don't want to be a co-dependent person though and that is kinda what that is like. To be an equal partner to someone you have to be your own person with your own life, likes, dislikes, identity, direction you want to go in. Then when you have figured all that out, you can stand beside someone and add to their life as a totally independent individual. A partnership with two people like that is likely to last longer and be happier than any other kind. If you just concentrate on making your life the best it can be to make you happy and making you feel like you are making a difference, all the rest is gonna fall into place. It may seem hard to believe right now, but it will.