Big Girls Don't Cry

That was what I was always taught

So my tears were either supressed and pain expressed in other means or when I could cry, I would take a bath or a shower, and then those tears would become anonymous and merge with with the other water, joining it it's cyclic life.

The last while I was at work I tended to want to break down into tears a great deal.  I was not used to not having purging or my unhealthy habits as a form of purging stress, pain or isolation.  I wear a lot of eye make-up when out, for the simple reason it is a last argument to myself that I can't cry, as I will look like a panda

 

Guns N Roses- Don't Cry

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know


Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight


Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby


And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight


And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby


And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
 

 

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Mar 25, 2009