My Family Don't Even Know Me....

My family doesn't know my inner thoughts.. They don't even know that i want to be a writer.. an author.. They have no idea..

They don't know i am having trouble with friends at school and is currently being picked on..

They don't know that i am trying to become a full goth.. In their world there is no such thing as goth.. when i pick something out that is black they say "Its too dark.. Why do you like dark cloths?"

They don't know i cut myself sometimes.. I hide it so easily...

They have no idea that i use to smoke and that every once in a long while i sneak one..

They don't know when im so alone and i cry myself to sleep..

But that's okay.. theyre better off without knowing that stuff..
HeartAndWings HeartAndWings
18-21, F
Jan 22, 2013