Well Heres My Story Of Being Scare Of Churchi see why so many people laught at people from ky , i was raised to go to church
many of the same kind of churches in the hills of ky did things i didnt belive in such as drinking
posion and handling snakes , in one church service a paster gave his young daughter of 16 posion, then they had nerve
to say her faith was weak is why she died . thats nuts . some of the people still do this kind of thing. this kind of practic is againsed the
law , some do this kind of thing in secret . i dont and my faith is very real and strong
i am a christan i dont follow any christan group i just belive what the bible says not man.
to drink and of corse she died from it they were pentacoastal people they belived in speaking in tounges and other things.
my grand mother would drag me to this church . i rember being a young girl seeing people screaming yelling acting like they
devil was dancing in the church this scared the helll right out of me seeing the lady behind us shaking like she was having
a fit of some kind , all i could think was lord dont let her fall on me she weighted over 400 pounds . then every time we went to
church it was doom and gloom we was all going to helll if we didnt go to church every day and go to t he alter every day . no wonder
as a teen i tryed to kill my self a few time thank god i didnt succeed . i stayed depressed all my teen ager years i think church can be abusive
to young people . i couldnt handle going beclase the people in this church was so judgemental to me becalse i didnt hold the snakes or
drink the posion like they did and i didnt fall in the floor speaking words that i dont think was real words like i was speaking in other tounges
i didnt fake any of it . it all scared me and i was judged becalse i didnt do any of it . god didnt bless me with his gifts they would say
i would tell them god gave me wisdom and i knew better than handle posionious snakes or drink drinks that could kill me all in proving my
faith . so i dont follow any lables of relgin i read the bible . but as a sinner i am still called becalse i dont go to church
but i know god knows my heart and hes my savior . i refuse to go to churches and to be judged by every thing i do as being wrong
god is my only judge . but i know not all church people arnt bad like this . i dont condim others for what they do or belive its up
to god not me .
lunnas 41-45, F 6 Responses 0 Jan 19, 2012