I found myself always prefer being alone or just with my boyfriend these days.

I am very cautious and aware people's intentions. As long as I found out they have a purpose being with me, I lost interest in pursuing the friendship any further. I would like the freedom of being not attached to anyone or being anybody's consolation.

Often female friends will be very interested in my boyfriend as he is quite an unusual person, I could not help feeling insecure and fear often rise. Especially female friends I do not feel like having at the moment.

Just want to be honest and sharing my thoughts with you.
additionalism additionalism
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Aug 30, 2014