Hate Myself

i'm a 11th grade student ,preparing for iit-jee.....i daily study zero hours while i'm supposed to study 6hours a day
i have no will power and self displine..!
i always keep on searching ways to improve myself , on google.com
every night i scold myself for wasting time all day and then i promise yself that i will study tomorrow and then next day i do nothing but again i waste my time and thats why i hate myself..............i'm, the biggest looser of the planet....,,,and a rubbish slave of my mind.......:(
-sumit rathore{ next albert eintien of future}

sumit0008 sumit0008
18-21, M
1 Response Jul 10, 2010

I know what you mean. Unfortunately, life is pain...and it sucks!