This Is Making Me Strong...

Over and over i have been pressed down by people with a point to prove yet its helping me face facts about things in my life that i never really thought much about,all i have ever done is block things out by smoking my head off and trying not to face the reality of whats going on around me,but since i have kept my self in a bubble i have people who have come out of the wood work to pop my bubble,i really hate talking about the things that have caused me pain but i deal with things in my own way and ignore those around me as i dont seem to relate to any one at all even my girl friend i keep falling out with her over any thing really,now i have come to the point where i like the fact that i have been given a time frame due to a group of people who are out to do me harm,now i dont care what they do it may please some but to me its all a big game and now its time for some fun,as pain is pleasure they say so its all for a good course,and i love it that i am peoples pain at the moment,and i am getting to them as they are all out to vent their anger...

nuttyrocker nuttyrocker
26-30, F
Mar 7, 2010