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The Way He Thinks
Posted September 25th, 2011 at 5:32PM
I am useless
I am worthless
I cost him a fortune
I am not smart
I make no sense
I can't hold a simple conversation
I am the ugliest thing he has ever seen
No one would want me
I deserve to die alone
I deserve to be beaten
To be shown who's the man
I am not fit to be a mother
I should never have child
For it would be as hideous as me
I deserve to rot in hell
For being a girl
I would've of been a great guy
If I had been born a boy
Just like him
Oh what great joy
I shouldn't be depressed or angry
Everybody gets this
Beaten or burned and raped
They get broken and ripped apart
Just like me they bleed all the time
They also become blinded
I shouldn't yell or fight back
I'm a weak despicable soul anyway
I should respect the man
Respect the authority at all times
I was only brought into this world to get what I deserve
I was beautiful one night
I was just what he wanted
Giving him the pleasure he needed
I was used for the only purpose I am good for
I was knocked up
Considered a ****
I was no longer skin and bones
I was getting fat and disgusting
I lost it the child
Oh well who cares
It was going to be a monster just like me
I am not the ******* monster he is!!
This is the way he thinks
Being brainwashed to think this way for 21 years
Has gone far enough
But he wouldn't have lasted a day in my shoes
If he had been a girl
He would not have lasted
Being beaten and burned raped and being blinded
I am going to die alone
But it's not because of him
I am tried of having the way he thinks inside of my head
He is a good for nothing piece of ******* ****
He is all of those damn things he ever told me
And he's going to rot in ******* hell for eternity where he belongs!!!
I am worthless
I cost him a fortune
I am not smart
I make no sense
I can't hold a simple conversation
I am the ugliest thing he has ever seen
No one would want me
I deserve to die alone
I deserve to be beaten
To be shown who's the man
I am not fit to be a mother
I should never have child
For it would be as hideous as me
I deserve to rot in hell
For being a girl
I would've of been a great guy
If I had been born a boy
Just like him
Oh what great joy
I shouldn't be depressed or angry
Everybody gets this
Beaten or burned and raped
They get broken and ripped apart
Just like me they bleed all the time
They also become blinded
I shouldn't yell or fight back
I'm a weak despicable soul anyway
I should respect the man
Respect the authority at all times
I was only brought into this world to get what I deserve
I was beautiful one night
I was just what he wanted
Giving him the pleasure he needed
I was used for the only purpose I am good for
I was knocked up
Considered a ****
I was no longer skin and bones
I was getting fat and disgusting
I lost it the child
Oh well who cares
It was going to be a monster just like me
I am not the ******* monster he is!!
This is the way he thinks
Being brainwashed to think this way for 21 years
Has gone far enough
But he wouldn't have lasted a day in my shoes
If he had been a girl
He would not have lasted
Being beaten and burned raped and being blinded
I am going to die alone
But it's not because of him
I am tried of having the way he thinks inside of my head
He is a good for nothing piece of ******* ****
He is all of those damn things he ever told me
And he's going to rot in ******* hell for eternity where he belongs!!!
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((((hugs))))
He is what he told you; you were his emotional scapegoat, took his sins from him.
Time to throw them back. -
He is going to rot in hell. I dont think he realises how much stronger you were compared to himl.
Justice will be done -
how in the world has told you all these lies do not listen to that scrap
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