Please Do Not Kill YourselfI want you to know what it is like for us who are left behind. Life is not easy for you and as a youth pastor I know this. I also know there might be others here struggling with life issues that are an adult. I understand more than you know. I too was suicidal much of my life having bipolar, but I always thought of one reason not to commit suicide.
My niece Mandy was smart, she could be pretty if she wanted to be, but she was was a lesbian and so I think she down played her prettiness. She could speak and write in eight different languages. I am having trouble speaking two. She also could speak in many dialects.
On June 3, 2010 she killed herself. Her death was a result of being angry at the world, and for temporary problems. She chose a permanent solution. As parents, youth pastors, friends, and family members, we do not always say and do the right things. We do not want you to kill yourself.
There is a toll free number to call so you can talk to someone; or reply to this post. You can always fan me and messaged me. I do care. I miss my niece each and everyday. I hope this has somewhat given you hope for tomorrow. Because suicide is not painless for you and it is not painless for the families that are left behind.