Naturally Drawn To Or Away FromI wish I could have the radar to give me flashes, giving me alerts of things real or fake . Of sincerety and genuineness.
But all I have is my heart to take the risk. Trial and error is what it's all about. The degree of hurt and dismay can't be measured, but how I let myself get close to, even how I put distance to an individual is an instinct. I can't force myself to believe, neither abstain myself to enjoying the person. It all just comes out natural. And I can't help it.
To believe or not to believe everything I am told comes out as a sweet torment . . .along the way are the sweet scents I enjoy.
While being drawn deeper to you . . .or away from you.
ladyryan 41-45, F 4 Responses 7 Aug 17, 2012