Picked the Weeds and Kept the Flowers...

i have had a few freinds that were more close than just acquaintences. but i always ended up getting majorly hurt by them...

one of these freinds always called me her "flower" because she had gone through several bad friendships, and said that she had picked all the weeds (bad friends) from her life and she kept the flower (me)

this made me feel so good until she cut me from her life too...am i a weed? or was i just a flower that she got sick of??

and if i am a weed, are there any real flowers out there, or are we all weeds? i mean some weeds can look pretty from afar...

i dont know. i just have never had any true friends and im angry about it. im an outgoing, caring, happy girl...who is willing to open herself up to people, yet i have NO friends...

what the hell is wrong with me???

misskrissywithaK misskrissywithaK
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

thankyou....that makes me feel a little better...i hate humans...lol

you know it not your fault ppl are jerks.. they use you and toss you the more we give the more we get hurt. then we are left woundering what we did.. well hun IT NOT US THEY JUST DONT KNOW WHEN THEY HAD A GREAT PERSON WHO CARE THERE LOSS