Everything in me is against cheating, I have never once thought about doing it to my partner. But he has done it three times to me. Everything in me and how I have always though means I should leave him. It is the worst feeling in the world to have caught the one person I love more then anything, with another girl. He has told me I can go do something with someone else but I wont do it to him. I cant. Even though I know I should leave I have a hard time being the one who gets up and walks out that door.... Maybe its just because hes the love of my life, or because Ive been with him for so long I dont know what to do without him, Or I am just blind hoping he will change for me and actually love me and be faithful to me.