I Dont Believe In Monogamy
If I look back to when I had my first crush, it was actually on two guys in my fourth grade class and I remember talking to my mother asking if it was bad to like two guys. She told me to always follow my heart and I couldn't go wrong.
When I started dating, at first it was Josh, the boy down the street who grew up to be the cutest guy in high school but I was also attracted and flirted with his best friend, Zack. Zack was the ultimate bad boy and I spent many a night playing in my panties thinking of all the naughty things he would want to do to me.
Eventually I lost my virginity to Josh after the prom my junior year but two weeks later, I really learned how good sex could be with Zack. They both graduated, got football scholarships to different colleges and I would visit both of them on alternate weeks when I could. I cared deeply for both of them, and didn't see why I had to choose. Well when Josh found out about Zack, he chose for me and broke it off.. I cried for weeks and for some reason, Zach wasn't appealing without Josh in my life so I broke it off with him.
In college, I usually had a boyfriend on campus and one in the city or on a different campus. I may one day find that one man or woman ( don't like to limit myself ) who will make my toenails curl and forsake all others for them, but I am not holding my breath. I've been told I'm selfish by some of my girlfriends, but I don't believe in lying to myself about what I want or need.
When I started dating, at first it was Josh, the boy down the street who grew up to be the cutest guy in high school but I was also attracted and flirted with his best friend, Zack. Zack was the ultimate bad boy and I spent many a night playing in my panties thinking of all the naughty things he would want to do to me.
Eventually I lost my virginity to Josh after the prom my junior year but two weeks later, I really learned how good sex could be with Zack. They both graduated, got football scholarships to different colleges and I would visit both of them on alternate weeks when I could. I cared deeply for both of them, and didn't see why I had to choose. Well when Josh found out about Zack, he chose for me and broke it off.. I cried for weeks and for some reason, Zach wasn't appealing without Josh in my life so I broke it off with him.
In college, I usually had a boyfriend on campus and one in the city or on a different campus. I may one day find that one man or woman ( don't like to limit myself ) who will make my toenails curl and forsake all others for them, but I am not holding my breath. I've been told I'm selfish by some of my girlfriends, but I don't believe in lying to myself about what I want or need.
By:
theellewoods
Age:
31-35
,
Female
