Dont Like It, Dont Look

Always wanted to please people. Wanted everyone to like me and to have loads of friends. I know a few people that dislike me for no reason at all. I used to get down about it and wish I could be more like other people I know. But I realised that wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person I am. I stuck to my opinions and did the things I wanted to do. I also realised that there's alot of people that love me for who I am and wouldn't change me. The changes I make on myself are for me, not for anyone else. I've never done anything bad to anyone and I know im a good person. So haters gonna hate, but i couldn't care less
leannepatpat leannepatpat
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 9, 2012

i read this and keep telling myself i know i could do this. i have social anxiety problem and i really really want some real friends but all i keep getting is haters an the girls (2) that i finally trusted betray me by spreading gossip and lies at school. everybody ignores me now like i got a disease or something. but im getting inspired by your story. i wish i could learn to just not care about it at all...i really try but on days when my depression bad its like i can feel them looking at me and talking bad. idk. im not crazy or anything thats just how it feels....i would love to be able to switch it off and just ignore them...be like pffft wtf ever, ya know? how do i do that?