Help Please

Its to the point that im starting to have doubts in myself. We have been together for years and I love him with all my heart. I honestly dont know what I would do if I lost him. I want to marry him and have a family. For some reason though I cant stop cheating. I thought I had an explanation in the beggining but I cant even think of a reason now. Even when I tell myself that I wont do it again and im going to behave because I dont wanna lose him but I always find myself doing it again. Maybe I should see someone about it. Like a therapist or something. Im starting to feel like its more of an addiction than a pleasure and the worst part is I dont even enjoy it half the time. Can someone give me some advice or something I dont want to lose this man. But I feel ive lost control of a battle with myself and I cant get back where I wanna be. Why do I feel like im gonna be a cheater forever when I know this is NOT who I wanna be...
Dreamlife12 Dreamlife12
22-25
3 Responses Jan 7, 2013

Therapy is the only way.

Things like that normally come right back to the parents... Therapy is probably the best choice as much as it sucks. If you want to change, it's the only way.

Poor guy..How is this going along?