I Am So Hard On Myself..

I keep on feeling like i don't deserve happiness because of what i did two years ago. I had promised my step dad who molested me that i wouldn't tell anyone what happened when i took him with me to therapy which was 3 years after the molestation took place. However, i told my aunty, and he had to go to jail and is in inhome imprisonment for three years. He was a cop and he was shown in the news and in the papers. I feel horrible that he had to go through so much humiliation. I keep telling myself that it isn't my fault and that he was the wrong one, but i can't stop feeling guilty!
dupjang dupjang
18-21, F
May 19, 2012