It Just Isn't Worth It

I will not lie, I tried weed when I was young. I don't really see what the big deal is. All that happened was that I got hungry. I didn't feel anything else. I don't see myself ever doing it again.
I will never try any other drugs. I don't even really drink. I hate that out of control feeling when I get drunk. I will never do drugs because of how I hate that feeling. Add to this that my father was an addict, which means that addiction runs in my family. I don't ever want to risk ever becoming anything like him.
I can truly understand why some people need an escape though. The problem is that when you come down not only are your problems still there but now you feel worse than ever. Thankfully I have never been so desperate to forget my problems that I was willing to mess myself up.
lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
41-45, T
Jan 20, 2013