Not Anymore.

Whenever I had issues I thought alcohol will be my only solution. I used to drink and drink and drown in the deep pit of worthlessness. I still remember trying to feel better by drinking, trying to forget the pain, it never helped really. All it did was get worse.
Then one day I decided I will not drink or smoke. I decided I need to be strong and face situations than drown myself in this, which just gave me temporary satisfaction.
Its been few months since I have completely given up. I gave up years back but relapsed.
Glad I'm off it, I used to act like a fool when I used to get drunk.
bluie19 bluie19
26-30, F
2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

Maybe you are on your way :) took m thirty years to find my way back to the path lol :)


Beautiful :)

Thank You :)