Dont Like Eating For No Reason

i used to be alot more kean on food than i am now, but now i only eat when i have to, which is breakfast and diner, just so that my parents dont get suspicious that i dont eat, cos they see me eat, so they cant say i dont. i dont really feel hungry alot of the time, but something that i learnt from a friend that has suffered an eating disorder is that if you dont eat much over a long period of time, it is then very difficult to start eating the amounts you should be, and ive found that very true, if i eat too much now, which would normally have been an average amount, i'll feel really ill and sick, but an eating disorder is the last thing i need, so i will keep on eating.
sezy sezy
18-21, F
Aug 19, 2007