I Think I'm a Reincarnation of an Angel
My real name is Anna, but to tell everyone the truth, I really am just 13 years old. I needed to get things off my chest and tell everybody what I think I am and the weird experiences I am having at the matter.
I don't know what I am.
That's pretty much the base of this entire story, yet I have one idea of what it might be. I think I'm an Incarnated Angel. That's the only idea I have. I guess since I'm so young, its normal for me to be scared of this sort of thing, so I was hoping that whoever reads this, will give me an answer and tell me what to do.
The only proof of what my resolution is my dreams. The dreams are so vivid, so many details. But, I think they are not dreams, but memories. Its either I have a memory when I sleep, or I don't dream at all. I don't dream of things like having the most popular guy at school ask you out, no. I have dreams of being alone, my friends dying in battle, being trained for what I may know is my last day.
But, my personality is slightly different then what you think it might be.
I always looked cheerful in my dreams, never looking back, but looking forward. Working hard, not giving up. Yet, when I wake up from one of these horrific dreams, I touch my face, proving that I was crying.
One of my dreams, I was being trained. Trained for a battle that had yet to come. There was a man that was training me, and to tell everyone the truth, he had not looked that older than me. He gave me a bracelet that had a sun and moon on it.
We both were up in the mountains, looking down on something that looked like a headquarters. The funny thing was, he told me to break into the base and steal something, I forget what it was.
Of course my first answer was, "No way! I'd get caught immediately!"
But the man just smiled and forced me to go. I remember I was climbing down a ladder when I got caught. The guards of this headquarters placed me in a jail, but my master, my trainer, broke me out.
That was the end of one of my dreams.
My very first dream was I was on a boat with three other people. A woman, a pretty one at that, a boy my age and a man wearing something of a large set of gray armor. We were in a jungle, almost looking like the amazon river.
I smiled at the armored man and laughed, "I like Kain better, he's like a wolf!"
Even though everything around my "former self" looked so sad, so scary, my "former self" wouldn't give up. Wouldn't look back or regret anything.
I have many more dreams to talk about, but this one is fine for now. If you wish to know what the other ones are, please just ask me on the comments.
I first thought of my conclusion when I told one of my best friends about what was happening. She happily began to look it up for me.
One random day, she called me up on my cell phone and told me I might've been reincarnated. Of course at the time, I didn't think I would be an incarnation of an Angel, but she kept looking up on things and told me that too.
I don't even know if this connects with anything, but I also think robins are following me. I know, I sound like an idiot. Robins are just birds you see once every hour, right? Well... not for me. The second I go outside, a robin is right on the sidewalk in front of me. I'm not lying.
My "former self" must've been afraid of Robins, because one time, when I just gave up on running from the robins, I stared at one in the eye.
The eye... it scared me so much. Suddenly, tears flowed down my face and I burst out into tears. Please, don't ask me why that happened, because I have no idea. I was so scared and confused, maybe because I'm so young.
One of the scariest things of all, is what is about to happen. I get this gut feeling that something very important will happen, in maybe a few years or so. Very, very important. Just like Anrael. Her story touched me the most. Please, if you are someone with a problem like this or know more things, then please tell me on the comments thing.
PLEASE. I'm really desperate. If you think you know the answer to my problem tell me.
Also, the name 'Annar Wings' has popped into my head many times before. That's why that is my username.
Thanks, Everyone. ^_^