Not Scared Of "death", Afraid Of Dying....

I was in a coma. I guess being in a coma is somewhat like death? At least I hope so. During those 2 months I just "never was". No memory. When I woke up I didnt know I had been in a coma. But maybe it's different for someone who didnt have the damage I opposed to someone who was unconscious for a few days? I dont remember "going" anywhere in my coma.  Now I only fear "how" I will die. I don't want to be tortured or have a long, drawn out death. I want it to be sudden- although I went into a coma after getting hit by a car...which couldn't have felt good.....but I have no idea how it felt cuz I was in a coma!
Lauraleedee Lauraleedee
46-50, F
2 Responses Jun 3, 2012

Woah. Way to put death into perspective. ^.^

wow . . . interesting story . . . I've often wondered what happens in a coma state . . . very happy and thank god you pulled through . . . <br />
I wonder if you had memory regression . . . never mind . . . why would you want to remember . . . I just find these things fascinating . . . thank you for sharing my friend . . . :)