Written on June 3rd, 2012
I was in a coma. I guess being in a coma is somewhat like death? At least I hope so. During those 2 months I just "never was". No memory. When I woke up I didnt know I had been in a coma. But maybe it's different for someone who didnt have the damage I had....as opposed to someone who was unconscious for a few days? I dont remember "going" anywhere in my coma. Now I only fear "how" I will die. I don't want to be tortured or have a long, drawn out death. I want it to be sudden- although I went into a coma after getting hit by a car...which couldn't have felt good.....but I have no idea how it felt cuz I was in a coma!