In fact, I want it to come. And soon. Of it doesn't, then i'll have to make it come myself.
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3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

Dude..ur young. Live and stop giving a damn about so much.

Same here i have tried a few times but failed but when I think about it i have 1000 reasons to die but 10,000 to live I'm pretty sure you are like that as well. Take a break I'm pretty sure your going through a lot.

Why are you so miserable?

When you are young you begin to fall into a human paradigm that tells you you have to fall into a category. If the only thing that makes you sad is being unable to fit in you need to take steps in building the courage to be happy with yourself and be different. I'm not saying it is easy but you have to start somewhere.