I haven't felt beautiful for quite some time. Since I really started putting on weight, I have felt little need to look after my appearance. It's ironic that I feel so ugly, since I am always standing up for women and their being beautiful no matter what size they are. I guess it could be because my body is starting to feel the effects of being overweight? The way heavy women are treated certainly doesn't help either.
On the inside, I know I have great qualities, but sometimes I forget. I let my shortcomings cloud my mind and I tell myself things like I am stupid, for example.