Not a Good Feeling

The majority of the time, I don't feel good about who I am.  I am constantly late for everything, don't feel like I do a good enough job at home.  I let people walk on me, take advantage of me.

I know it sounds like a pity party, but really I'm just trying to figure out what's wrong with me and how do I fix it.

The only place I feel any self worth is at work.  My boss makes me feel like I am valuable to the company.  Regardless of my attendance, he is accepting of whatever I need to do outside work.  He tells me he is willing to take whatever hours I can give.

At home, I feel like I'm always struggling, never good enough.  I'm in a slump that most of the time, I don't even do the things I enjoy anymore.

Any suggestions?

flowrpowr flowrpowr
46-50, F
1 Response Jul 19, 2007

I'm sorry for the way you feel. It seems like to just want to be acknowledged and appreciated. I wish I could help you but the fact is I'm lost as well. I just wanted to let you know that it's what I thought you might be feeling.