Allot Of The Time

I've had self esteem issues my whole life, and how i was treated by 95% of the men in my life especially the last one has really taken a toll on me. I tend to feel not good enough or not worth much allot. I'm not perfect and I am different from most others because of the crap with my leg. I always referred to myself as broken after it happened. The only good thing about the last ex was that he didn't treat me like I was broken to my face. But I was hidden away like I was ashamed of, everyone and everything was more important than me like I wasn't worth his time. The stuff with him the others and my over all self image leaves me wondering sometimes will I ever be good enough for someone?