Just in one of those moods. Not sure if i'm angry or sad. I feel like my life is in the cycle of constantly starting over. A lot of people want a start over, i know, but just as my life gets good. I had an amazing boyfriend that i loved with all my heart, a best friend that i accepted as family, even my best friend's family became like family to me. I had great grades in an amazing school. The only thing missing was a good home life. And now i don't know what to do. I'm contemplation moving back to colorado. I don't know if i should continue my meds or not. I just don't feel happy right now. I know it will probably get netter in the future, but that doesn't make it feel better now.
chemically99 chemically99
18-21, F
Jul 13, 2014