Kids Happen!

Married for 23 years, I was an *** hole for 20 of them, My wife was the best wife ,mother to my kids , and OH my God what a lover.She used to write me letters that made penthouse look like sesame street. I still think she is hot, I still love her and want her, things got very complicated with the 4th kid, and a very difficult oldest.Whatever, not enough room for all the details.The bottom line is I am on anti depresents and mood stabilizers for 5 years now, what a difference in life alltogether, but a definate case of a little to late..Anyhow I really feel invisible lately.

tryingitout tryingitout
46-50
Feb 26, 2009