I was a person that never really follow the crowd. I had to do something different. People my age like to drink, smoke, party, whatever. Me I would more prefer playing with Lego, model trains and other things. Some people think I'm weird and I'm into childish stuff but it not childish stuff because I know other adults into what I like too. I don't like how people will judge people that are different and don't follow the crowd. What wrong being different? That what makes the world better. But for my life being alive, it seems it very hard to find someone to accept me for who I'm. And I'm not changing my self to follow the crowd to have friends. So if I have to be friendless for the rest of my life, than that what my life is going to be.