Why Bother?

I don't follow the crowd. I wouldn't know how. My life can be screamed way out loud. I had no friends growing up. I did not date, but I didn't give up. I am my self and the day is bright. I am alone and I'm alright. I no longer look for a way to fit in. I no longer search for tales to spin. You like me now or you walk on by. My head is forever held up high. No longer do I stare at the ground. I can no longer hear my heart pound. I am my self now proud, now free. If you don't want to be friends with me. That is ok. I'll be alright. You're probably not what I need in my life.

NoWhereToGoButUp NoWhereToGoButUp
36-40, F
1 Response Mar 10, 2010

I hear you. Same with me, I don't live to please others or even conform to their molds and beliefs. Take me as I am, if not, nothing lost then. I shall go on despite what happened. I have me and I want to keep me, I don't want to be someones mess that they need or feel they should "straighten out".