Torturing Myself

It hard for me to make mistakes. It's hard for me to forgive myself. It's not really about some MAJOR SIN. Just everyday actions. Can't forgive myself for doubting myself. Can't forgive myself for not being perfect. Can't forgive myself for not being friendly. Can't forgive myself for not talking to people I want to get close to. Can't forgive myself for not forgiving myself. Can't forgive myself for not having a love life. Can't forgive myself for feeling guilt without a reason. Can't forgive myself for not loving myself. Can't forgive myself for chances I have mist. It's pure torture, that's what it is.
notnownotever notnownotever
18-21, F
1 Response May 15, 2012

I really relate to the "Can't forgive myself for not talking to people I want to get close to" part. I would be friends with everyone if I were not so shy, for example.