It's Plain Pointless

I don't think that anybody on this planet can get me jealous, it's just a pointless feeling. As a kid I was brought up to know that jealousy means trouble/despair and personally I consider it like a sin or something like that. The only time in my life I got a little jealous was when I was 12 and my best friend (back then) was a little more popular than me and that's it, I never wished to be like him or that he wakes up some day miserable and unpopular or whatever. Last year when my ex gf and I broke up and she was with another guy yea it crushed me but I didn't get even slightly jealous, I was just upset because he didn't appreciate her the way I did and that was all about it. And my therapist (extherapist) when I first met him he thought that I had jealousy problems with my siblings because I have health issues and they don't, I was like "hell no don't even think about it".
AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain
22-25, M
May 8, 2012