No One Could Be My Best Friend

This may sound crazy and selfish, but there is no one who I know of right now that could be my best friend. People always ask me "Do you have a best friend?" and I would always say "No - I only have friends". It's not that I don't want a best friend; I really do, but the kids that are around me... it just wouldn't work out. I'm very different from the children in my school; I'm quiet and reserved, don't speak out of turn or curse or make fun of people.

I'm a very different type of child, even my teachers could see that and they commend me for it. There are certain qualities I want in a best friend and once I see that a person has them I'll go for it. I don't care what race or religion or country or gender or BEING they are - I just want someone who likes me for me and who would understand me.

But like I said, that's pretty hard to find. So for now, I am my own best friend and I don't tell anyone anything that is of importance to me... because people, especially girls (and I'm a girl) talk way too much.
megamjfan megamjfan
18-21, F
Feb 10, 2013