I Miss You

First of all I have never known how it felt to have a dad around to have fun with, to joke around with, to call dad. Even though my mom tries her best to comfort me she will never know how I feel to have a part of you missing. My dad died 2 months before I was even born it was on July and the worst part is that my older brother barely turned 4. I have lived for 14 years with a part of me missing.

I would always wonder how would I have been if I had a dad. But maybe I just won't know. Now it is only my mom, my two brothers, and me. I cry on father's day because I know I can never celebrate that with my dad. I am actually gonna have a quince and I am going to have to dance the father daughter dance with my mom. I never really enjoy my birthdays really. every time i go to the cementary i just sit there and i feel just awkward like i dont even know who he is or how he is.

I get mad when ever i see my cousins fighting with their dads. I get jeoulous of girls who walk around with their dads. All i really want to do is see him and hug him and tell him i am his daughter he always has been waiting for.
ashleeymolinaa ashleeymolinaa
13-15, F
1 Response Jan 6, 2013

I know what you mean. We are all so same.