I Don't Have Any Friends And I Don't Want To Have Friends, Why?
I don't know, it's just feel so different. It seems like yesterday I am yearning for best friend but now I don't care much about befriending anyone. I have some problems in trusting anybody. I don't even know how to trust myself. I remember one time my teacher asked me if I have any friends, I have to lie at him saying that I do have friends. It feels odd when saying that I have friends. Yes, I joined a Christian religious group and the people there treating me very good. We have done many activities together and they might consider me as their friends. But, the problem is I myself can't consider them as friends. I don't even how to classify this relationship- not acquaintance yet they are not my friends. It's hard coz every time when I feel like to tell a story, I don't have anybody to share with. I really wish I could find someone who I can share my feelings, interest and story with. But something inside me stops me from doing this. Do any of you feel the same?