"friend" Is A Painful Word Now.

"Friend" is a hard word to hear now, I have no friends (well duh, look at this group) and I discovered that all of the friends I had in the past where just there for ulterior motives.
I'm a female who made friends whom where dudes because I click with them, unlike girls. The ladies and I.. Actually clash for the most part. :(

I later found that I was transgendered.. A guy in a girl's body. I never told anyone that time, so I guess the guys just assumed that I would date them at any one of these days.
I should have seen that coming. Now that I'm with someone, they've all dropped out of my life like flies and I can finally see who my real friends are.

They're no where to be found, because they don't exist.
Silly of me to think that I had real pals that cared.
Soarre Soarre
18-21, T
4 Responses Jan 10, 2011

Hang in there. Look for some trans groups on here and gather support. If you plan to go to college, many have a great glbt activity group. I took many classes on gender and had it as a minor. If you need someone to talk to you can pm me anytime.

freindship can come when you least expect it and very often does.<br />
when i first found this sight i didn't have a friend in the world and the bottem had just fell away from my life as i lost my dear wife,so it was out of desperaition i asked for friends on here, belive me or not i now chat to many people on here and they are genuin people who i know i can turn to with a problem and get posetive suport and help from there hearts.<br />
i now have a cercle of good friends and i trust them as well so it's all good.<br />
please dont give up and just chat to one or two people and befor you know you will have some friends with things in comen with you.<br />
god bless you and here is a vertual hug for you from a friend

Thank you, that made this a little more bearable. :)<br />
Thanks so much.

don't give up on people you'll find real friends that will care. It took a lot of guts to share here, you go Dude? lol its a hard road you must travel, but its wroth it.