Friends ? What's That ?I'm 20 yrs old I will be 21 soon. I sometimes cannot believe that I do not have any true friends. I spend most of my time on the Computer playing games or trying to socialize on Facebook. But I have had no luck till now. I changed my city last year and I made some good friends there. We used to enjoy our time but I came back to my original city after a year and none of them even contacted me. Some of them rarely talk to me now. I feel so lonely sometimes, I have so many experiences to share with them but nobody just seems to bother. I even have communication problems with my parents so I cannot openly talk to them as well. I think in all these years the computer has been my only friend. At least he never complained.
I just hope that it might change someday.I'm just sick and tired of watching other people hanging out with their friends while I just hope that I could have one. I'm even worse with girls, so much so that I just do anything to avoid a conversation with them. I just feel I might say something weird and blow my chance of having a female - friend. If this just goes on, one day will come when I say - "Friends ? What's That ?"