SolitudeI used to have to shut my phone off at night and sometimes during the day because it was so obnoxiously busy. It would ring so much that I eventually wouldn't even hear it when it rang, the noise was so common. Now, it will stay quiet for days on end without so much as a text or a wrong number. I am not sure what I've done to people or why they've decided to just toss me aside but it just makes me not trust people that much more.
I've had various people say "I'll do this for you....call whenever you need someone...you can always count on me...etc" I'm sure we've all heard that. But for whatever reason, they never follow thru. I don't know if it's the realization that doing me a simple favor, or just being my friend isn't going to get anyone laid, or what the reason is but I have locked myself away from everyone and push people aside. I don't bother making friends anymore because it's all a crapshoot in my eyes.