Jealous About All the People With Friends
My normel feelings are already dead. Only thing thats left is lonliness. I moved from another country to Canada. I though I will enjoy this place, but instead it led me to a meaningless life.
Went to two different high school, and because of my weak communication skill, I left alone. Joined the Facebook, and added couple of known people. I posted msg, some thing funny, something interesting, but got no replies. Half of the time I was looking thru other's photoes and always wished to be there in the photoes.
High school passed and currently I'm in a university. Though I got some "so called" friends, I feel lonely. I never been invited to any events, whether it is a private parties or huge birth day parties.
I am a straight guy and always always looking for at least a friend girl ( for get a girl friend, I have to kill my slef to get one), nobody wants me. I feel like I'm ugly, unwanted, and born for no purpose.
I hate being like this.